Holding in a tear,

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I do that a lot because I don’t like it when people see my cry. But sometimes I keep things so bottled up that I’d randomly break down and cry my hardest. But when I’m not, I try to keep it quiet. It hurts so much, I feel like I’m slowly breaking. Every gulp is like a lump of pain. 

(Source: xnikkiboo)